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Naaah~ Of course I didn't punch my boyfriend! XD I was a bit angry at him, but that wasn't a big deal either. (Besides, the day after my birthday he broke up with me x3~ So I didn't have a reason to be angry anymore... I was just sad! XD")
Nope, no serious problems. Just having a problem with my balance... somehow. The doctor talked so fast I don't really know what he told me. xD It's just that... my left leg seems to be shorter than the right one. ôo" I think it was something like that. This leads to some kind of inbalance. .-." (At least that's what my sister began calling it - and I sticked to it immediately xD)

Please don't get this wrong but.. you should at least be happy that you have a grandpa. xD" I won't weep over something unchangable, but I never met any of my grandpas. ^^" The father of my mother distanced himself from our family when I was born (he didn't want to have four grandchildren it seems xD"). The father of my father died when he was young.... Hm, sounds sad, but it wasn't that sad, really. You grow used to such things. .-." But when my mother's father died last year I was first totally sad because I knew then that I'd never met any of my grandpas. ^^"

> You can't ignore her, and you can't demod or get rid of her, eh?
I CAN ignore her, if I want. But the truth is: I am NOT ALLOWED to ignore her. That's far worse! XD" I can't demod her, because the admins of the forum don't see any problems with her. And getting rid of her... that's why I talk to YOU, my dear. You're Corporal Punishment, aren't you?
Hm, I really have to think about that... But I guess I know a good example. You remember the guy I hate but don't know why? One of my dearest friends was (I don't think he is anymore, at least ^^") friends with him, even after I began hating him. I just couldn't understand why this friend of mine liked that stupid guy. ._."" It's not that I told him "How can you be friends with THAT guy????" - we didn't talk about him at all. But I THOUGHT that question (with the 4 question marks XD).
But, normally, it's that way: Freya's just broken up with a friend and asks herself: "Why the heck did I even befriend that person?!" XD Like the friend of the thread I made a while ago. ^^"

Today I shouted at my mother because of that suicide guy... Can you imagine that they really wrote a long article about how sad all of Germany was that he died???? CAN YOU IMAGINE THAT????? There is a certain person I fell sad for: That's the person who was driving that damn train when that bastard threw himself in front of it! Sadly, the newspapers only see this poor, pooooor trainer who ruined the lifes of many. (He had a wife and a ~6 months old baby!!!!) He's left his family behind! He's ruined the life of an engine driver! And that's what he gets: He becomes famous - even people who aren't interested in soccer AT ALL know him! -.-
Okay, Freya, calm down, calm down.... *draws a deep breath* Okay... There still is one positive aspect. They claim he's had a depression. So know the whole country will probably recognize that it really IS the most common illness in this damn country. <.<" (I know it exists - but I doubt that it is that widespread. Some people who are happy throughout their life sometimes claim they are depressed, just because they happen to have one day in a year on which they're not feeling well. -_-" I just hate that people think that they're depressed. Mostly because if they THINK they are, they'll surely soon be. Self-fulfilling prophecy and stuff. <.<")

Hehe, that's no problem, my dear. x3"" I've decided to record an other song, too. I sang Toki no Hourousha quite a lot but I still think it sounds awful. But I'll probably do any other FF song so that you know the song. x3"

So~ Now I'll probably search for a discussion in the ID forum... There is a certain topic I'd like to talk about... << >>

I guess I won't be annoyed with you if you forget something I told you. Y'know, I like to talk quite much, so I won't even know what I've told you. xD Today I even said to my mother: "Wait - have I even told you that?!" XD" I had to go to a doctor on Wednesday and he told me many things about my.. erm, let's just call it problem. xD" And I forgot to tell my mother parts of it. ^^" So I told her today and wasn't sure which parts I told her and which I forgot. ^^"""
But I'd probably get annoyed if you ever forgot my birthday. *lol* Just kidding. ^^ My ex-boyfriend had sent me a message at exactly midnight on my birthday - but it wasn't some "happy birthday"-message... he just wanted to tell me what he had been doing that night! XD I first got mad at him, but now I find it funny. xD

Hehe, I can't wait to have my parents taking care of cute little babies x3~ My father'll probably be a good grandpa, he really enjoys telling fantasy stories. ^^ He did that at lot when we were younger - and most times we actually believed in every word he'd said. xD"

Hehehe, I'd really like to do that. ;3 My best friend would probably cheer for me if I did. xD But I can't. I know that the admins wouldn't do much about it, but they would probably (again) try to tell me what is right and what is wrong. *rolls eyes* It was sooo~ annoying when they wanted to tell me that I just can't ignore a person I dislike ~..~ Sooo~ annoying... as if they were my parents. (If they were my parents I'd probably had shot myself. <_<""")

Besides, may I ask a question about moral and stuff?
A few days (maybe even a week) ago, a famous (I didn't know him, Mom didn't know him either, but he seemed to be famous xD") soccer trainer commited suicide. But no, he didn't do it at home. He killed himself by jumping in front of a train. (Is there any better description of that? xD") What do you think about such people?

Well, the basics of German are quite easy. .-. Just switch an "e" to an "a" and you know how to say "hello" in German. xD
In my phonetics & phonology course at university I'm learning how to transcribe words. :3 Then I could write it down for you so that you know how to pronounce the words. ^^ Or I could make an audio file for you... If my microphone ever works again. <..<"

I don't remember if the Evangelion movies bothered me. .-." I can't remember anything about them at all. XD" I just know that many people died, Asuka was Berserker and Shinji and Misato kissed. Yay, I've such a great memory. <.<" Did I mention I saw the movies a few... many years ago? XD"
Besides, "Come, Sweet Death" is the correct translation. How did you know? ^^

Hehe, after reading through the script a bit I felt a bit sad. Mostly because I know that the movie my friend and I are shooting isn't as great as your brother's. xD" Then, because the roles are sooo~ great! >_< I wanted to have a psycho in my movie, too, but my friend didn't want one. XD" I love the role of Christian! <3 And I'd really like to see the movie *_* And how you shoot the movie. *_* Can you film the filming for me, please? XD

You remember EVERYTHING, don't you? XD Yep, it was the same girl. And I actually couldn't care less at the moment. :3" There is enough happening outside of the forum, so... who cares? XD" Besides, she hasn't been online (at least in the forum!) for a couple of days now. Or - wait! - have you already taken her of her?! *___*

Wow~ 12 kids... that really is much! o_o I just know that waaay back in time it was quite normal to have so many kids. Now it's definitely not. ^^" Basically, most families over here are rather.. small. 1-2 kids is the normal amount of kids people have. .-."
Hah, my father'll soon do nothing anymore. He quit his job as a... dunno what it's called, I don't even know what he does. XD" I just know that he often has to travel to other countries and take care of costumers there. (He works at a company which sells and produces printing machines. I don't know if they're known in the US, but they're quite popular around the world. x3") But as I said, soon he'll not work there anymore. But I don't know what he'll do. First he'll have a good time, I suppose, staying at home, doing some work in and around the house. Such stuff. x3"
My mom'll also change her working place soon, but she'll do a similar work. x3" She just hasn't got much to do in her current job. She does... ehehe, something which contains taxes. ^^"" Helping others out and stuff... I really don't know anything about it, as I don't care about taxes much. xD" I just know that my mom can calculate how much money I'll get when I work. xD

No, I don't dislike him becauses he likes me. He's done some crazy things... I remember that I had an argument with him when I wrote the journal entry. But, honestly, I don't want to remember every detail. I just know that I dislike him because he's done so much wrong. Now that I think of it, I remember he once insulted my best friend... that's reason enough. XD"
Hehe, I know exactly what you mean.~ I also encourage people to do something to me so that I can feel better. Like provoking people just to let them know afterwards that I won't fight them because I feel like I'm better than them. (And I let them feel that.)

Nice, I learned something today. xP I didn't know that you can say "mother someone" ^^ There is a similar expression in German, I wouldn't have dared to translate that. xP But nice of you to think that this is cute. ^^" I actually find it rather annoying.
Hehe, I could just imagine that Germans are no fun. xP Especially because you won't be able to understand them. I could of course teach you some German before you come here, but you wouldn't be able to understand everything. And you're in Bavaria. So I should probably teach you Bavarian German XD
Okay, all serious again: Will there be many Americans?

Hehe, I just sign your paragraph about NGE. *signs* ^^
As for End of Evangelion, I don't like the song, but I think I know which one you mean. Perhaps you'd like to listen to it again, so here's the title: "Komm, süßer Tod" ^^ At least I THINK it was that song. I've seen End of Evangelion yeeeeears ago, so I don't remember every detail. I just remember everyone being so excited about that song I didn't really like at all. ^^" And I remember it was a German title. (As Asuka is also German x3") I hope I'm not mistaken. << >>

*looking at her e-mails*
Yay!!!! =D Something to read again! *happy*
(It's not that I haven't got anything to read... more precisely, I read every day. So far I'm at ~15.000 words each day. x.x" And - no, it's not homework for university. xD" I read stories of people on a site because I'm in a jury there. And one of our jury members can't do anything at the moment, so I know have to do her work. xD" It's not that bad, actually, but it's sooo~ much to read x..x" I wonder when I'll begin to dream about the 90.000 words story XD")

I will have to try that out at the bars tonight, haha.

Yes, you need to get on MSN more. I will shank you if you don't!
Also, about the factions..
I think people are just feeling uninspired or like it's too much of a hassle to make the first move. We need someone to take that first step. I myself haven't done any kind of development. I just don't feel up for it. If you want to join another group, go right ahead. But if they're just about as active as our group, then I don't see the point in switching.

*points and laughs*

haha jk ty^^

haha, thank you Telegraph. Had my first bar experience tonight, it was pretty chill. Can't wait for the 13th though!

CPC8!

Wut? you left me a comment? no I didn't delete it O_o!

I do have magic powers though.

That's strange? why what did it say?

Haha thanks, I actually just googled 'Jesus riding dinosaur.' It took a page or two or images, but I think the result speaks for itself.

haha XD

Talking to my friend indeed helped me much. :3 She said that she doesn't want me to leave her either, so I've some new power now. ^^ Besides, about the person bothering me... she doesn't bother me much. But she's also a mod in the forum, so that's quite a problem. <.<" Actually, that IS the problem. XD I've complained about her, that I don't like her working moral (she doesn't have one, to be exact). And after being forced to say everything that's on my mind I even told her that I don't like her. You can probably imagine how she reacted... she insulted me and then said that she was "so much more mature" than I am. XD As you see... I can laugh about it and I WILL make fun of her. xP It's getting better every day, so probably in a few days I'll have forgotten it. :3"

Hm. .-. I don't know if my parents ever had any problems concerning money. I'd rather say the generation of my grandparents had... quite many problems. (WWII and stuff XD") My parents both went to... college? Or even university, I don't know what you'd call it. So there was no need for money THAT badly. (As you don't earn any money while studying .-.")

Trust me, I don't really forget either. Have you read my second journal entry? About that guy going on my nerves because he was once in love with me? I saw him on the forum mentioned above today and he had edited his post and just written "Hehehe, I'm gonna edit this, just cautious ^___^ ". And I thought that he had surely written something stupid again. He always writes stupid things. -.- I don't know what he's done to me, I just know that I've written him into my Death Note (I've one at home - but as you see, it doesn't work XD). I hate him. But I don't know why. x.x It's just that I forget what people have done. It's easier to forgive them, of course, but I still know there was something.
Besides, if someone's trying to fight you.... fight him back! I don't care if you call that a "bad temper", but you shouldn't just let them win without any fight. <.<"

Hm, okay. .-. I hope it's different now. I don't want you to be unhappy over here. xD" I'd of course do my best to make you feel better, but I don't know how often we'd meet. I hope you won't be alone all week long. xD" (Have I ever mentioned that I feel responsible for everyone and everything? Be glad, your one of my victims *_*" If you were to come to Germany.. I'd probably feel responsible for you and your health and well-being. XD")

Hehe, my favorite characters are Misato, Asuka and Kaji. ^_^ Misato always had a cool look on her face (like <_<) and I liked how she grew to like Shinji more and more throughout the whole series. I also liked her relationship with Kaji. That was no romance, but a real love-story. It was nice to see how she really loved him but they just couldn't come together.... (And Kaji was just... fanservice for me <3 XD)
I don't know why so many people dislike Asuka. She was annoying sometimes, okay, but she had an interesting personality. Not only did she come from Germany (kehhe XD) but she was always determined to reach her aim all the time. She knew what she wanted to become and she tried so hard... though at the end she couldn't do it anymore. .-."
I also liked Shinji, and I didn't think he was that annoying. If you think about what he's gone through, it's only natural that he became a whiny person. ^^"
Also, I didn't like Rei. I appreciated her cool personality, but I didn't like her. (I didn't hate anyone either!)
You should definitely come to my place one time... I'm sure my beloved brother would like to talk to you about NGE. He's a huge fan of the series x3"

I didn't manage to do all my homework, but I'll do it tomorrow in university. I'll - again - have 2 ½ hours of free time in which I'll probably do all the homework that's left. I hope I'll manage to do so, at least. ^^" Then I'd have a real day off on Wednesday. >3 (Wednesday is my day to do all the homework, normally ^^)

I know this is a stupid request, but... may I read the script of your brother's new movie? <3 I'd also love to give you the script of our movie, but... ah, you know the basic problem. XD

Tomorrow I won't be here, just to let you know. <3 I've invited myself for dinner to my aunt. ^_^ My father wants to shoot a movie, too, y'know, about my uncle who's going to be 60 years old next year.~ So I have to investigate what the movie could be about. (I have to write the script, as usual XD")
So~ now I'm gonna go playing FFXII *_*

Yesterday evening I talked to my mother about the problem I have. She couldn't help me that much, but again she told me something that was stuck on my mind since Tuesday: "If you're not comfortable with that anymore... just quit." But quitting would mean that I'd lose my best friend and my place to go to talk about Anime. xD" I've grown used to that place. .-." And I certainly don't want to lose my best friend... I fear we wouldn't talk that much anymore if we were seperated... I should probably talk about that with my best friend.. xD" I'm gonna write her right away :/
Okay~ I wrote the message... hopefully she can help me X.x

Gosh, your father's just like mine. -.- How annoying... I hate such situations. <_<" You try to be with your family and enjoy the time with them and your father doesn't appreciate that but just thinks about work. -.- My father's like that, too. When my brother decided he wouldn't work for a firm anymore he was also like "He could've still worked for a week, but he quit. Oh dear!" -.- I just don't get what you did wrong. ôo Being with your family is way more important than going to work - at least in my opinion.

I really should try to practice an evil grin. *_* Would surely be nice to have.~ *hehe*
You're memory's frightening. XD" I really had to think about it for a while until I finally knew what you meant by the guy I scared so much that he became a gentleman... You mean Stupid, the guy I worked with a while ago. I've already forgotten about him. XD"
(It's always nice to think about that. I like how all my problems just fade away after a while. I'll probably laugh about the problems I have at the moment in a week's time XD)

I can't wait to hear how it turns out. *_* I'm also excited~ I hope you'll get that job. :3 (Though... wouldn't it be as sad as when you were at Yellowstone? .-." I mean, you have to seperate from your mother again... .,.")

Of course I've watched Evangelion << >> Who hasn't? It was one of my first Anime and I decided to watch the whole series again this year. It's just awesome >//< One of the best Anime indeed!

I don't really know what I could tell you... And somehow I feel like doing my homework now. O.o" I got a book I have to work with yesterday, so I guess I'll do that now, as I'm willing to. XD
Aaand my mother told me that there were small fish in our aquarium *_* I've to see them. XD

Unfortunately, I wasn't cool enough for EBG.

Hah, guess what... I've already forgotten about the incident of Tuesday. x3" So no need to worry about me anymore, everything's alright.~ ^^
Wait - you were ill and yet you went to work? ôo Y'know, that's not good for your health... (says the person who always goes to school/university when ill XD") Hope you feel better today. Try to rest at the weekend, please .-."

You're just like me. ^^" I'm also the person who doesn't talk that much and just works. My mother told me that this would lead to several problems. Though when I'm angry I show it (unconsciously). When I worked in summer a few months ago everyone knew when I was angry and they knew that they shouldn't talk to me in that state.

Oh gosh, I just told my brother I only needed 5 more minutes for this VM... DAMN!!! XD And then I read this. And I have to say so much about that topic. <_<"
Okay, here's the short version (actually I'm not able to make anything short, but anyways xD): When I was 16 I said the exact same thing. xP I said that I hated the youth and that they all were spoiled brats and stuff. XD So acutally, I did what I now despise.. ^^" Then I realized that I was part of the youth... and after a few years I realized that the youth wasn't as bad as I thought it was - just because they were exactly as we were. .-. (If you see any mistake in my logic... it's not my fault. I listen to my brother who's talking German and I try to write English .-.""")

That's why I mentioned "Oxford English" (ever heard it? XD"). It's the worst kind of language I've ever heard. Perhaps I could even say it's "snobbish". (I heard that word in an English course from a student, I hope it actually exists xD)

Yay~ Garmisch-Partenkirchen is... well, not next door to my village, but it's quite near. :3 (And it's not Berlin, yay! xD")
Will they ask you anything about Germany? Feel free to ask me anything about that country, I suppose I'll know much.
And keep me on track about their answers, please

So, now I have to concentrate on my brother. He's only there this weekend, so sorry, my dear, he's my top priority today. ;3
Hope you had a good day... or will have a good day... dunno what time it is in the US now. XD" (It's 7.30 pm over here x3")

I didn't write about it in my journal. I didn't feel like it, really. It's been quite a damage that happened on Tuesday evening, but I think I'm better now. x3~ I loooove to rest a night and then kind of forget it all. <3 I'm still mad at the guy who this all was about, but I don't really care that much anymore. Yesterday I woke up and thought about him, that was awful. X.x But today I woke up and... ah, well, I guess I'll write that goddamn PM after writing this VM. xD" (It's... personal. Too much information about myself and... stuff. You'll see XD)

Why the heck did you have to work with two old men? XD""" That sounds like an awful work. <_<" Don't get me wrong, I don't hate old people, but I've met so many that are sooo~ stupid. <_<""" (When I was in hospital a year ago there was a damn old woman in the bed next to me who even dared to tell me that she disliked the youth and thought that we'd never change anything. -.-)

Hehe, I like my mom, I like her really much, but she can't help me with English and Math - though I found an old school book of her which contains everything I want to learn. <3 (And also some books about American culture and such x3")
You might be shocked by what I'll say now, but... I hate British English. XD" If anyone speaks proper "Oxford English", that'd be scary. .-." And I'd hate that person. ^^" Also I don't like people who talk proper German. xD" I like American English more. :3" It sounds like a language people actually talk. British English sounds way too.. sophisticated, in a way. XD"

Do you already know where exactly in Germany you'll be then? :3 (Haven't I asked that before? <.<" I'm not sure~) If you can choose... *cough* Choose Bavaria. Somewhere near Munich. XD It's Bavaria, damnit! The very best place in Germany. <3 (And basically where I live... but I wouldn't want you to have to be in Berlin <_<""")
You have to tell me on which day you'll have the interview. I'll cheer for you over here! =D

Yep, that's what I wanted to do, actually. Buy a cheap book from another student and then sell it to a student. x3" But I've only bought one book so far. It wasn't THAT expensive, but it wasn't that cheap either. xD" I hope there won't be too many books I have to buy. ^^" (Though I still have enough money. .-.")

You don't have to be sorry if you didn't write as much as I did. (It's quite normal, actually. Women tend to talk more than men xP) Besides, if you've caught a cold you should rest. .-." I'm always happy that you answer my VMs that fast, but you don't have to, really. .,.
I you won't listen to me, I think I have to come over to your place and care for you. xP

Hope you feel better already and didn't catch a cold. .-." (Perhaps it was just a dream! XD *stupid Freya*)