[Unknown Entity]

I'm not going to be as active as I have normally been over the last few months. Some people who talk to me loads on here have already probably noticed. I have many many many reasons, from stress over assignments, anger and disappointment on here, not sleeping right... Everything feels like its building up, and I can't take it anymore. Even my room is feeling the pressure of crap building up lol! I need to have a good sort out...

As many of you know, I started college about a month and a half ago. I'm enjoying it, but I feel my work needs more attension than this place. The work is hard because I've never done programming before, so I have to get on with that. The work load is going. To. Kill. Me.

Secondly, I'm a little disappointed with one or two memebers on here who I thought were awesome when I first joined on here because of the bad rep reasons they have given people. People have changed on here. When I first joined it was lovely, and I didn't have a bad word about anyone. Now... I'm not even sure... And what about the people who AIM to piss people off eh? AIMING to DISPLEASE? These people aren't here to be part of a family communtity - they are here for trouble!

And the rep system... Oh god, not the rep system! I liked that feature... It would put a smile on my face when people wrote me little encourages, and tips and stuff. I liked knowing what people thought of my posts, whether they hated on them or not. I only ever got one bad rep... From a certain someone who got overly angry and upset because I didn't give them enough credit for a damn sig they made. Jeese!

Maybe I'm just getting overly pissed at these people because of the stress I'm under. I probably won't mean the above next week, but its how I feel now. Sorry, but I can only relax if I let it out now. Please don't get pissed...

I'll miss my friends I have made on here greatly. Stay awesome, and please, for ****s sake don't ever change . I'll try and get on every evening to check out my VMs and PMs until I feel ready to take on the forums again. Maybe when everything has died down.

And dearest Martin... I did promise I would be here for you, and I'm one who never lies, and keeps my promises no matter what sh*t happens. I will also check anything you send me too, and I will respond every night.

I won't be inactive for long. Maybe a few days, or a week. I think I was due a damn break from the web anyway... Well, until I'm next on for a solid hour! Keep it real!

EDIT: WOW LOL! ITS AN ESSAY!

[winterborn86]

So gutted your leaving, your a great person to talk to. I hope everything at collage goes well for ya.

[Rikkuffx]

I'm glad you're not leaving permanately cause we did just staretd talking alot more have a great week and hope to see you back soon! If you ever need anything i'll be around on msn or here!

[Faith]

Not you, too! Bloody 'ell, woman! haha.

Anyway. I hope you get things sorted out soon. You're an awesome gal, and it's pretty strange seeing you like this. I think a break would be good for you... you do seem kind of stressed >.<. Don't feel pressured to come back straight away, do what you need to do and come back when you feel you're back on track . We'll be missing you .

Good luck with college, too! Don't worry, a nice break will help out loads with it. You'll do great, promise =D.

Taaaaake caaaaaare...

[Martin]

Gemma, I can't believe how lovely you really are, thinking about me when you're as stressed as you are. It's very selfless and I can tell you it means an awful lot. I'll be thinking about you too. And there might be a little surprise in my next PM...

But seriously, I want you to take as long as you need. You really need a break, and I don't think anyone would begrudge you taking one. Stress is a powerful thing. It really knocks me for six when I get stressed, as seemingly everyone knows but yeah, you need some you time. And I urge you to take some

Best of luck with the assignments, I know how hard you've been working and I can say I'm very proud of the attitude you've taken to your studies so far. I'll be thinking of you loads.

Take care

[Meier Link]

Well it has been a fun run and I will be waiting for your return, until then take it easy. And good luck with getting caught up with the schoolin'. Later for now.

[Tiger Lily]

I think my reputation's ruined enough without subtle remarks, y'know?

Aside from all the shit that's been going on [read: revolving around me and my ego], I will actually miss you around here. It kind of surprises me to say, in retrospect, because I used to think you were an epic noob. But you've grown into a respectable and worthwhile member, and I regret that you're leaving. Man. I feel old and shitty.

Take care and all that. Auf wieder sehen.

[Unknown Entity]

Hey thankies guys... It means a lot that you understand I need this break. Like I said, I'll be on every night to check up on a few things. Only for a few mins, but still. Haha, what can I say lol?

@Tiger Lily: An epic noob lol? Ha... please PM/VM me and explain!

[Silver]

Take all the time you need, this'll stay around.
It's good to know it's only a temporary absence.
Later.

[Unknown Entity]

^^ Hey thanks guys. I took my me time, caught up on sooo much sleep and spent some time relaxing. I feel better now. My soul has been... cleaned?

Meh... anyway, I'm kinda back now. Still on my break, but I feel better enough to come on for a few hours during the day - I mean, what else am I going to do with my half term?

See everyone around!

[Secret Weapon]

AWWW!!! Don't leave sis! Man... every one is taking their leave. Well, you were one of the few people on here I made friends with quickly so you know how I feel about this department... =

Just don't have me stay like this on duration of your leave. Take care of yo school sis (I know about that cause my girlfriends' in college) and I'll miss you dearly.

Muaw! Bye...

[Unknown Entity]

Aw, thankies bro! But... I'm back! *Jumps out big party cake, trips, flys across room, smacks head, passes out*.

Aw... but yeah, I'm back lol... *rubs head*