I Wish I knew why...

[Angantyr]

I just got back from court today to deal with my incident from last December, as some of you may know I was originally going to have to pay $9000 in reperations plus $1600 in Insurance excess. But fortunatly it got cut down to $3000 in reperations and I am waiting for the insurance to get back at me.

The thing though, is during this time some ignorant prick pretended to be me in the South Island giving me $770+ in fines on top of that. Now I suppose its not that bad but still, with the events prior to that, the last several months have been absolute hell. Mind you to be honest things like this happen to me all the time. I have many things that I can't change, there are things that could of changed but they won't.

I don't feel the need to go into it but I don't really have much to smile about. I don't want to feel depressed, absolute shit but why the hell do I have to go through this? Seriously why does "Fate" as some people like to call it, screw me over. I know I am not the only person who goes through this, I also don't understand why? Seriously why? Karma? Luck? Fate? I wish I could change it but I doubt I ever will.

[Jof]

I think everyone feels depressed at some point in their life. It just depends on what triggers it, most people however just try and cover it up and it makes it worse. I dont know about your exact circumstances but it seems like theres nothing that you can do to help it, this is something that you could perhaps just leave and it'll blow over?

If your generally feeling depressed id say you should confide in someone, it always makes things better in my experience. I dont think you can generally blame depression on someting, it either happens through sheer luck (or unluck in your case) Or maybe though unfortunate circumstances when things jjust appear to go wrong and you blame yourself for not averting them.

:-D

Anyway's i hope you feel better.

[The Edge]

Damn, that's a lot of cash you need to give. I know a situation like that could totally piss you off, for that money could be use other necessary things. But, for someone to pretend to be you and give you more debts, that's a bit too much. I can't begin to imagine how you feel after all that, I've never had such a big unwanted debt. Most of the things I have to pay are already planned for. But your about to pay something you'll take no pleasure from.

Now, I'm not the type of guy who believes in luck or karma, whatever, for I like to take control of my own life. I guess it's things that happen in life, and there is no real explantion for it. One day life can smile at you, another it could turn it's back at you. Sucks, but that's the way it is.

[Rikkuffx]

I always feel as fate is doing bad things to me,maybe punishing me for something I have done in a past life,or in this present life.Keep your head up.You helped me go through my bad times if you need me pm me.