Have you done anything you really regretted?

[rJ floW]

Now i know all of you have done something (or not done something) that you regretted after the fact, it happens...but i mean like, "oh i shouldn't have said that" or "OH i wish i never tried that" or "Goddamn why must i always booze before a actuarial final"...

but i mean, like something MAJOR in your life?

I think mine would have to be the first, and subsequently the last time, i tried Meth....I've tried my fair share of things; hallucinogens, amphetamines, depressants, prescription dexedrine....but when i tried that Meth it was ****ED. Thank god i didn't smoke it or I'd be a fiend with methmouth, i only blasted a couple lines of it, and i could easily see how you could be hooked on it....thats my latest big regret...and sure enough, it was alcohol and drug induced, as i was hittin my bong all night with my buddies while drinkin and poppin perks....and this meth was clean Ice, nothing cut....never again, not even blastin PURE MDMA made me THAT ****ed up.....

i think mine is a little extreme, but how bout anyone else?

*Please do not say, "I wish i asked _____ to the grade 11 xmas dance" because im talkin something serious...like when i used a racial slur when i REALLY shouldn't have and i ran really fast hahah*

Someting major in my life I regret is opening a letter. A letter that would lead me to my father, take away every ounce of innoscence I had, and leave me with pain an suffering. I would also stay in school, and follow my dreams more closely. Even if people didn't.

[Sean]

The gooooooooooooooooogle ads are talking all about meth now. Good job, Wolf.


Anways, something I've done but really regret is buying my car. It's got me pretty much financially ****ed for the next few years and it's something I don't even give a rats ass about anymore. Yay! I have a new car! Tch. My **** is 10 inches, too. Seriously.

I hate myself when I was younger, a lot. I would always try to fill in the low confidence I had with being better than other people, one way or another. Nowadays I still try to be the best, but not so much with materialism.

[Lover Boy]

Hahaha wow, they have Gay/Lesbian Drug Clinics now. Good to know that segregation is still the hip thing.

Regrets. I regret New Year's Eve a while back. That's my one "I was drunk" story. Got drunk, hooked up (but did not do the sex with) this girl I knew liked me.

I was still all emo about being dumped by the girl I dated for a year (and got NO play from) which was like a week before that. So yeah. Low self-esteem + Captain Morgan's = Ewww. Ew ew ew. She wasn't even unattractive, just.... Eww. Like those girls that you know, and like as a person, but wouldn't want to ever do the naughty with because they're a little unsavory? Yeah.

[Bunny]

I regret joining the military. Not because I hate it, because I really honestly do. But mostly because it was a spur of the moment thing. I was sitting around one day and decided "Hey, the Navy might be fun." Few days later, I walked into the office and said "Yeah, sign me up?" and I was pretty much in.

Quite possible the worst thing to ever do. I wasn't even drunk or high.

I regret high school. All of it, entirely. Well, except my freshman year. I had friends then. The last three years of my high school, I didn't have a single friend. I knew people, and people knew me, but I never did anything with another. I wish I joined some clubs, did a sport or two, was more outgoing, and I wish I got better grades. I can't change that now, and it is incredibly depressing and regrettable that I was the way I was then.

I regret my last words to my mother being a half-hearted "Bye" to her, because I was playing video games. It isn't entirely too regrettable, because I had no idea that those would be my last words to her. But looking back on it now, I wish I had given her a hug, kiss, or at least said I love you.

I also regret not attempting to get to know my father at all. I have the chance, any time I want I could call him and tell him that I want to meet him. But for some reason, I just.. can't do it. I have a hard time talking to my best friends, what the hell do you say to a man you haven't spoken to since.. well, I can't really remember the last time I talked to him. Is this a regret? I don't know.

But hey, that's life.

In short, I suppose I regret that.

I regret NOT doing something.

So there was this guy I really liked, right? I knew I would never see him again because we lived on different sides of the world. Even different HEMISPHERES. It's definitely winter where he is.....but anyway, I should have kissed him. I should have told him how I felt. He may or may not have had a clue about it, but I should have kissed him.

We had just hugged goodbye, and we both turned to walk our separate ways. I looked back and he was gone in a mass of people.......and it was over. I kick myself now for not doing it. But I guess there's nothing you can do.

[Chez Daja]

I guess...I regret not having said a proper goodbye to my half sister before she disappeared... It's been years since I saw or knew of where she is. I just regret not having said a real goodbye. I don't even think I said bye at all. I just let her go.

[Tiffany]

I regret staying with my abusive boyfriend, even after I found out he cheated on me.

I was so emotionally weak, I was so afraid of being alone that I didn't care at all the price I had to pay to have someone there with me. So pitiful. I put up with him sleeping with his ex girlfriend, putting bruises on me the size of grapefruits, all because I cared more about him than I did myself.

Never. Again.

I'm my own person now and I'll be damned if I make that same mistake twice. Life is too short to be worrying about it on fucktards like that.

[Kinky Laughter]

I regret staying with my ex for two years, Now that I'm away from him I feel so free, but I really do feel like I've wasted a lot of my time.

I also regret not taking the chance to move with my sister in Nevada...

[Rikkuffx]

Bleh.I've had my share of regrets.I regret fighting with my brother alot in the past.I regret doing the horrible things I have done in my life.Alot is too personal to put on here but there is a huge list of regrets.

[Kinney]

I dont think I regret something more than lying to my parents and one friend of mine with some real shit and now I cant find my way out of this and I'm really sad because of that. When you lie to somebody and you keep the lie alive and you keep saying it and saying it it gets bigger and bigger until it is a whole bunch of mess that you cant find your way out.. I should have listened to some people who told me not to do it, and now I'm really in big trouble because I dont seem to find a way out without hurting the people I love and making them hate me =[.
Lying is what I regret

[Leroy]

You know, everytime I start doing shots of tequila? I regret it. Why is it so much fun getting drunk? I mean, It's a pain in the ass once you actually are, and even moreso the next day if you get really hammered.

Also, I regret not having put money aside sooner for my car. I'm still quite a bit short. Damnit!

[Taco]

You know, I almost joined the Navy, about a year before Bunny did, I think. Like, right out of High School. This recruiter guy had been coming around the house, trying to get me to go. I was going to go take their test thing up in Portland. That was how close I was to joining. Then my friend, who was joining the Air Force, and my family talked me out of it. In any case, I suppose that was a near regret. Although sometimes I regret not joining the Air Force with my friend.

I also regret letting myself run on cruise control through my first three years or so of High School, and nearly failing Algebra II my Junior year. I had like a 2.97 going into my Senior year. I also regret not taking the SAT's or the other things that might've gotten my a scholarship, so that I could go to a university if I had wanted to... if I'd done well, that is (although seeing how well I've done at the Community College level, I know I could've done a lot better in High School.) I got straight A's first term senior year, and mostly A's second term senior year, but it was too little, too late pretty much.

I also regret not looking for a real job during High School, so I could have experience, before the job market started to really suck in Oregon (one of the worst unemployment rates in the Nation, if not the worst. And Albany is the worst place in the state too, I think.) Nobody will hire me because I don't have "experience." Not even friggen' SelecTemp. Where do you get experience, if not there? It's bullshit. Although... I haven't tried really hard to get a job; haven't been out there every day, looking. So I guess I regret my lazyness, too.

Overall, I regret lazyness the most. I regret how I've developed this gut that makes me resemble a middle-aged man who's let himself go, or something.

Wuv, Yer Mom

[Chickenballz]

Taco, I totally feel you on the 'not-getting-a-job' and laziness dealys. Well not so much about the 'not-getting-a-job' since my friends keep offering me ones but I keep turning them down because I'm like, "F*** that biatchs! No way am I working in a Chinese restaurant again." So really, it's all attributed to my laziness. So many times I could've done something but then I just say "f*** that".

And that brings me to my next point. Getting my driver's license. I should've got it two years ago, like, when everyone else was doing it, but I just didn't feel like reading the manual. "Then wing it!" And fail, then have to retake? No way man, that's money. Hm, maybe I'll just go do it tomorrow.

Honestly, aside from regretting overall general situations (eg my wasted youth), I don't think there's a defining moment where I was in a "F*** ME F*** ME I can't believe I did/let that happen."

Which is a good thing, I'd assume.