TFF Royalty (RP Club)

[Andromeda]

All we can ask is that you give an effort for what the bulk of the club is about. The club is about the RP more than anything else. Try to find a couple hours free to type up something. The RP needs the business.

[Usagy]

It would be great if you could manage to make up a post for the RPG at least...
Btw...other people should start posting in it as well.
Btw I managed to get the new addie of Gil galad, apparently I had it already for a long time, but I forgot who it was..lmao.
So that is settled again..
Does anybody know the screenname of Romi Seneca? Cause she suddenly disappeared as well again..blegh...I hope she comes back soon.

Peace out

[Andromeda]

I'll work on doing up a post in spite of the fact that I posted not to long ago. It is turning into the predessor in a fast way. Oh well, I am getting back into the spirit of writing again. I was on a little break so to speak. Since no one else was doing anything in posting my writing movation sort of disappeared. But with my Writing for Animation class that I have. I am writing each class again, and I am back to how I was before with it. I am current doing up a post for Dark World. But once that one is finished I'll do one up for Royalty. I am feeling quite eager, the shine is back in my eyes and I have a creative spirit roam the corridors of my mind again. My muse has returned and a cute a little guy it is too. So many creative things have begun to be sparked in this rebirth of classes. Only the first week of class and I feel like doing all these things. I have a lot of ideas to do and oh how I want to work on this one story that I have just developed last night before my sleep. But alas I cannot and I gave it thought to doing it as a RP because I probably won't be able to write the thing in any reasonable fashion, but I can't. I have already has enough RPs, and yet they are all down spiraling around the universe drain. Just on the edge of the list to be clicked, cut and deleted by the mods. To be gone forever from the forums with a great sadness that only I can know, because who these days appreciates RPs anymore. I have not found anyone. Well I can't say anyone, there is one or two I think. But we'll have to see about that, but honestly. I think what ever romantic thought or ideas, creative energies that had to put into the RP is left gone. And all that remains is a bunch of wishing and hoping for something that seems etenerally destined to sit on the edges of boredom and solitude. Something of a fantasy, a dream of sayings "If I had the time...I would." "I am too busy, so I can't." "I am too lazy." (honesty, wow a rarity when that is heard, sometimes I guess I am sinic and a poor speller.-_-) So many reasons why, but all they do is find ways to put something else in front of it. Not allowing them to write, what they thought that they wished to write. But it is just a dream, a dream of no possible reality, and yet it remains at the finger's edge. An edge again, so many edges, yes everyone on the edge, but never falling over. Funny that there can be so many things on the edge and nothing topples. You'd think that with all that on there that whatever that holds it would bend and break, but no it holds. Stronger than wolverines admantine bones, hehe, references. Ah references yes, we reference to so many things, they are for our stories, oh how I reference. It is our creativity in a visible form, is it not. It is where we can go and say, that is what inspired me, ah inspired. No inspiration anymore for people it would appear. All of it sits on that disk balancing on thinest pin point in the universe, an atom's point just balancing everything on that edge. Oh I'd just love to push it a little, add a little too much to it and drop all that. Send all those things on the edge into a process, into the mind. Into action, activity, wanting desiring, demanding, cannot live with out, loving to pieces, squeezing the soup out of it, hugging to death, bouncing for joy, the happiest Happy Meal, the widest smile, the deepest grin, the most beautiful baby. All goes in and comes out, imagine the work that would be done. All that we wished pushed through, all that we didn't need pushed away. Amazing the time that there is once all the unneeded is pushed away. And what a contradiction I am, sitting here, typing this saying this and not needing too. I don't need this, I don't need to spend six hours on the internet. I could be drawing and writing, but I visit with friends and people know. Personal importance. I don't need this, but in an another way I need this. But games, TV, anime, don't need it. None of us need it as much as we get it, but we get it all the same. Oh the desires that sit on the edge unfull filled, wanting to complete, but never can be because we place a wall in front saying that we can't. We can't, but we can, oh how we can and yet we can't. Human nature to place in front problems, fruitless things, opsticals that are of our own design preventing us willingly from completing what we want to complete. We do it to ourselves and say that we can't, but know somewhere, sometimes close to the surface, sometimes not so close. But it is there, we know that it is us that prevent us, that desire is a desire and nothing more. Never to be reached because it is work, too much work to see to completion, we can't because there are other things. Already complete that we can play with and enjoy. Instant gratiffication. We want it, but don't want to effort to put to it. The walls we place in front become so so easy and simple to place that we don't think about it. "Oh, I'll get to it in a few minutes or an hour, just have to play through this part." or "I have to watch this episode, it is new and I can't live without." Oh but we can, can't we? We are so caught to entertainment and eyecandiness that we can't see our noses, well most can't really see their nose without a mirror anyway huh. So make it the hands, can't even see our hands, really. It is truth even coming from the preacher here before ye, oh dear ye, thee and ye are coming out now. Regression to old english is not a good sign in me. Means creativity edges the mind. Ah, there it is again, edges. Ye edges, thee edges, thy edge is an edge that is not an edge but a corner of a wall. For how can an edge be called an edge if thing comes clse to falling of the edge or even falls off. How can an edge be as we, ye claim it if it move further to the edge without fear of fall if there is no edge at all. It is a corner to the wall that holds everything back. Ye, thee, we hold it back, desire sit at the corner of a floor and wall, no rat or mouse hole to pour out to the other end and fall off the edge to spill into the mind's now list. Because then there would be an edge and a way out. No there is never a way out, we don't give ourself way out. Too far from thither and hither, oh how I prithee that doesn't happen, but it does. I know that it does. I, the preacher are no further above the sins than those that sit in the bench and chair of this church. Oh my voice echoes the highest edges, there it is again, the edge of the ceiling of this great church that we sit. But all are human, but too human. Too easy to push aside, and not seek. Too easy to follow and not to hunter. The desire is there, oh how it is there in front of ye. But ye, thee's horrible walls. Impentratiable walls or steel and concrete, material of the imagination, materials that we invent in mind and spirit of the greatest powers. Powers that could never broken with all the explosives in the planet and all the suns bursting into supernova's and the universe collapsing in on itself. Never to be broken by anything, and yet it can still be crack, broke. And the key and the wall are the same, built together at the same time, two likenesses can defeat each other and cancel each other. The walls that is too strong to go around to desire is as simple to destroy as is to believe it can't be turned to it can be. So much for so little, so simple and so completed, always known and always forgotten. Never remembered, never gone, always remembered. A paradox built of itself and built by a paradox. Paradox within a paradox and within itself. My how the hour is gone by fast and my rants as ramblings now. This should go in a journal or something shouldn't it, well it is relevant enough to work. But we'll see.

Maybe this will will enlighten those already enlightened and realize thouse already realized. It is known, but just unspoken.

Perhaps, but could you please just get off my back? You may not realise this, but I am moving. There is so much to do in so little time. I do not have the time to post in an RP when I have something much more important to attend to. As much as I would love to post in the RP, my family comes first, therefore I am not posting in the RP.

[Andromeda]

I wonder if you read my post or if you did not understand it. But short end of it is that you have the time spend on the internet, and internet is a want not a need. Remember that, you don't need the internet, what you need is water, food, and shelter. Everything else improves the life that we have. If you are on the internet, then you have free time. And I noticed that a day or two ago you had enough to post about ten times. Means that you had more than a little to come just here and say this. And no doubt that this thread, club is lower on your list of priorities to visiti and bother a post. So that means you have the time you just allocate it elsewhere. As I said in my post above. So you are not so out of time that your family and moving take up every little bit of your time. You make a priority to visit this forum, do you not. Even though you are moving and have go to school and have to be with your family.

I am not argueing the point for you post in the RP. What I am argueing is the acknowledgement of your time and how it is spent. You say you don't have it, well as in my post above. That is just a wall you are putting in front of you. Oh we all convince ourselves very well that it is there and we can't. Heck I convinced myself for a year that I don't have time to find a job. I know that I have the time, it is just that I rather not work, I want to watch TV, play games, have fun. It is no different for you or anyone else. Those walls are real enough for us, but try not believe it. We put on the front to our friends and people we know, they don't know the truth. But we do, down inside, we do. The time is there, it has always been there. It is all about desire and want is wanted. And so much that fun or the work is wanted. Whether you see writing as fun or work, is not the question. What is the question is that the time is there you just give it to something else. You have a small part of time, in all your day that you don't devote to what is truely needed, like school, homework, moving. That time is free time, open to you do anything with. Your choice is the internet, it could easily be something else if decided so. Further so is where you spend it on the internet. Regulation of what you and the manage of what you can handle and not with the time granted. You have enough time to just post in the club and that is it. I know that, I understand that, but the fact remains is that there is still other time that could be used for the RP, but you choose to post on other places. I am not saying that we deserve your interest more than some other place, heck we are just a guild for RP that barely meets. There are more entertaining places to visits and places where you can talk with your friends and be free of my rantings. But you are here, you are member here and being a member of a RP Guild as such, should obligate you to post in the RP. Because in my own belief, if I was not in the RP and I could not remain in the club because I would not be in the club. In many respects the club is not a club, but an OOC for the RP that happens. It has just happen to find its way it for some reason or another. It falls under the Xion thing, teaching others to RP or improving in other, even though there is a bit of a skill level require to join it.

I ramble again, I would just say if you cannot give the time to the RP, should you remain a member at this time?

Yes, Andromeda, I should remain a member of the club. This club is not about the fact of RPing. Many other members do not have the time to be typing up long posts to meaningless stories, yet, they are not asked to leave. Yet when I don't, I am. It's stupid. I am remaining a member of this club. When I move, I will try to post.

[Neo Necron]

I agree that even if somebody can't find time for an RP, they should still remain in the club.

But still, I'm sure, even out of the pressure of moving house (believe me, I know what it's like) that there will be atleast an hour or two spare each day. And I'm sure you can squeeze 10 mins out of each spare hour to start working on an RP post. Not the whole thing of course, just start it in a notepad file, work for ten mins, save, and the next day, continue for ten mins, etc etc.

I did it once before in an RP, It works ^_^

[Andromeda]

The members that are here are the ones that post in the RP. Everyone here signed up to do a RP. And you'll notice that really the only ones that have remained posting even in the club are the ones in the RP. There isn't really anyone left posting in the club not posting in the RP, but you. Plus the activity of the RP is in question at the moment. So what might have been more lax prior is now paramount to keep the RP going.

This is getting quite annoying. For the last time, I am not going to repeat myself, I am not joining the RP, at least not yet. I might try and do what Neo Necron suggested, but most of my spare time is restricted. For those who did not get it, this is my graduating year and I have do to well at school to reach High School, next I have to move, add homework to that and I have no spare time!

Neo, I'll try take your suggestion into consideration. I might start it today.

[Gil-galad]

I feel horrible... -_-.... when my school started I kinda lost track of TFF for a a while.... And when I did come on I was just talking about Suikoden 4 and signed off quickly.. I've been busier then normal.... but lately it seems when ever I post like three times in an RP I drift off.... -_-.... I feel pretty bad just kindof drifting off like I always do..... so yeah... sorry about... not being around.... and I probably won;t be around much.. but I decided to check in... even though it involves me feeling horrible..... oh well.... atleadt you know I didn't dissapear....

Oh, um, hello... I saw this club advertised in a lot of people's signatures... May I join? o.o

[Mistress Sheena]

No.

lol....if you RP really good, then you might be let in. You'll have to show an RP with you in it as a requirement. But I'm not a co leader or anything, so we'll have to wait till Usagy gets here.

So just sit tight until then.

Oh, okay. I understand. ^^

I'm pretty good at RPing, at least in my opinion. I try to use good grammar and spell correctly, and I try to make my posts detailed, so it'd be great if you guys could give me a chance at it! ^^;;

But, yeah, I'll wait until Usagy gets here, like you said. ^_^;;