[Jof]

I think everyone feels depressed at some point in their life. It just depends on what triggers it, most people however just try and cover it up and it makes it worse. I dont know about your exact circumstances but it seems like theres nothing that you can do to help it, this is something that you could perhaps just leave and it'll blow over?

If your generally feeling depressed id say you should confide in someone, it always makes things better in my experience. I dont think you can generally blame depression on someting, it either happens through sheer luck (or unluck in your case) Or maybe though unfortunate circumstances when things jjust appear to go wrong and you blame yourself for not averting them.

:-D

Anyway's i hope you feel better.