[Angantyr]

All the things I want to change either I can't or I have the chance down the road. Currently I am teaching myself how to make webpages so I can learn to code properly, I pretty much know html and eventually will start tackling php soon. The reason for this is not really cause I want to be a web site designer but I want to eventually get to the stage I can code my own games from scratch. My old friend taught himself and he has taken a week to build a good webpage and gets $1000+ for it and is now coding his own software. But yeah thats where I am to go.

If I had a chance to change what has been done I there is a few minor times when I messed up like my Car accident and small things. Also I would go back to when I was 5 and stop that wasp from stinging me in the eye (partly blind cause of that). I would change it so I did better in school and all that jazz. Also though it is internal I would get rid of my Anxiety and I also have this which makes it hard for me to draw or play an instrument.

But basically I follow through, just it takes me months, I have been trying to learn this for ages but I keep getting side tracked.

I dunno about you personally but I think most people can do much better than they do. Like my little brother is intelligent and all, also he doesnt have all the problems I do but he wastes his time working on a farm. I mean I wouldn't expect him to be rich or anything but if he concentrated he could live a lifestyle like my dad did (Actually my dad could of lived quite happy if he put in a few more yards, but he was still pretty well off RIP)