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I've cheated one time, on the only girl I really have only loved, which I later learned.
We were only going out for about 6 months, when I got a job at an Italian restaraunt and ended up meeting a ton of people. I talked with one of the hostess's and went to a hotel party and did a bunch of stuff with here, but never had sex....just stuff (without going into details).
At the time I didn't know if I wanted to be with her because she was a lot younger than me, and I didn't see it going anywhere -- turns out we stayed together for 4 more years, in which time I ended up leaving her for reasons she understood, and till this day she's the only girl I can honestly say I love.
I think that because I still feel the same for her today as I did 5 years ago when we met.
Since then, I've never been able to have feelings of "love" for any female. Not sure why, it just doesn't happen.
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