I would probably ask for help. Ask random people for help, or find somebody I could trust to tell. Like in Tidus' case, he told Wakka but he didn't believe him frist up. I'm not sure, if you kept quiet, you wouldn't have the problem of people thinking you're crazy.
I would join a summoner too! I would see if they knew of anybody that would be able to help me. I would try and help the summoner in any way I can!
