25/1/05
It's almost March... scary when you think about it. I mean, the year is going so fast again! My mother told me that as you get older, yuor life goes faster and faster. That's kinda creepy... Well, I guess it's nothing to be worried over except the fact I'm beginning to feel sort of... useless. I make £40 per month - but really need to get a better job of somekind. I suppose they're not much I can do about that what with my money for transportation being so low each month. I guess you could say lately things are creeping me out really easily. I'm trying to grip onto what's happening here, but... meh, I dunno...
Anyway, I might be going up to Scotland this year - my whole family pretty much need to chill. We've been so hectic for the last five years that we kinda lost control. We had a short break last year in Cornwall for a couple of days, but we had so much to do when we got back - replacing the fridge for a start. Then the car, etc... If we go to Scotland, I'll get to go see Dante when I travel across the country (yay!) so I'm really hoping that will happen. I guess that would be my reason for going up there. Well... I'm going out tomorrow to go look for CD's ... One of KoRn's guitarists left the band lately because he'd apparently "found god" -- but they're next album comes out in September which I'm looking forward to. I just hope they don't split completely. Meh. It's kinda stupid to get upset about a band or whatever, but I dont really have much in my life - if you only knew the half of it. I guess I could put up a chair and tell you, but for now, I'll leave it at this... Maybe some other day.
